The Weirdness Continues...
Only this time it's not house related. Its Bfth related!
If you know me, you know I've
had some "weird" health issues in the past. Nothing too bad,
but strange (ostochondritis and pityriasis rosea to name two). I've
also got some life threatening food allergies (eggs, poultry, and shellfish)
that keep me on my toes. (And keep me away from restaurants. I'm
still seeking a "safe" place to dine out. Sadly, the one place
that I found was REALLY safe isn't in PA or NJ; only in the New England area
and upstate NY...100
Grille I need locations closer to me!) I've also got the
seasonal allergies (who doesn't?). But what happened the other night/day
really has been stumped. I hate having mysteries that even Nancy Drew
couldn't solve. But here's your chance to pull out your magnifying glass and
try to solve my mystery.
Thursday was like any other
day. Even though it was a federal holiday (Juneteenth...let's not forget
it. It's important AMERICAN history), I was working remotely. After
work, we had an early dinner and headed to ShopRite for groceries. Came
home, watched some tv and turned off the light around 9:30 or so. So far,
so good.
Around 10:30 I got a text from
my son. (He's one of the few people who can get through to me when my
phone is set on do not disturb for the evening.) He was responding to a
text I sent hours before, so I leaned over to look at it and my phone was way
too bright. It hurt my eyes. I only got a glimpse of it
(spoiler: it wasn't important) and I laid back down. And while I'm
not sure exactly what I did next, I think I rubbed my eyes. I get
itchy eyes a lot and it's hard NOT to touch them. I probably shouldn't
have, but...
My left eye started to feel
"gritty"; like there were grains on sand in it. Impossible, but
I've had that feeling before when I had eye allergy issues. So I tried to
ignore it. Then my right eye started bothering me. Again, tried to
close my eyes and ignore, but I couldn't. I got up and went to the
bathroom. I put some cold water on my face. I went back to
bed. I tried to lie down, but I was too uncomfortable. Sitting up
was somewhat better, but not much. I couldn't keep my eyes closed because
it was too uncomfortable, but I couldn't keep them open either. (I know
this makes no sense.) I kept going back and forth between closed and open
(although it was "semi" open). I kept getting up. It
seemed like moving around made things "better" (although not really),
or maybe I should say more tolerable. I walked through the house and
noticed that areas of the house that were brighter (due to the outside lights)
made things worse and being in the darker areas were "better."
For hours I got up and
down. I tried to sleep (hubby was blissfully snoring beside me.)
Lying down didn't work, so I propped myself up. I'd close my eyes for a
few seconds (I kept counting...trying to keep them closed for a minute), only
to try and open them again. I tried to focus on other things. For
example, this craziness with my eyes seemed to screw up my sinuses and became
very congested. Focus on the congestion, not on the eyes. It didn't
work. I felt some discomfort in my chest. I figured I was
starting to have a mini-panic attack. Again, I tried to focus and be
calm. I wasn't dying; I was just having an issue with my eyes.
For the next several hours, I
tried to sleep (failed), put allergy drops in my eyes (failed...they were puffy
and swollen and I couldn't see what I was doing even with the lights on in the
bathroom), putting more compresses on my eyes (which didn't seem to help),
taking some (generic) Tylenol for my awful headache and trying to get
to sleep. Around 2:30 in the morning, after I had taken some Benadryl (I
keep liquid children's Benadryl in the bathroom cabinet which I find works
better than a full capsule for me), I finally managed to fall asleep.
I woke up late (for me), around
6:30. I had woken up earlier but managed to go back to sleep. Interesting
note, when I woke up, I was crying. During the hours that I had been
awake, my eyes HADN'T teared up, which I thought was unusual/bad. My eyes
did get "gunky", but there were no tears...
When I got up for the morning,
my eyes were not much better. But I could (sort of) keep them open and
managed to get eye drops into them. I tried to watch the news, but I
couldn't. The light was bothering me so I had my husband go out to the
car and get my sunglasses. (Remembering an episode of The Good
Fight where Maia scratches her cornea and is crying all the time due
to light and is gifted a pair of sunglasses by Marissa.) That helped
somewhat, but I was not able to really focus.
I tried to lie down and nap,
but no dice. I ended up taking a (generic) Zyrtec (I know, probably too
much allergy medication) and a hot shower. The shower definitely made me
feel better and I used a washcloth to make a warm compress for my eyes which
helped somewhat.
Thankfully it was a slow(ish)
summer Friday. I was able to work on my laptop, but slowly. (I wore
the sunglasses OVER my reading glasses.) For the most part it was a
beautiful day outside (which have been rare) and I was really annoyed that I
couldn't go out. (No worries...it poured several times later in the
day.)
All in all, as the day
progressed, I did get better, but did not fully recover. I was able to
take a late lunchtime nap (it was the sound of pouring rain that woke me up)
which helped. I had very much wanted to out that night to a historical
presentation in town (the first time that the society had an evening program
that I could attend), but I couldn't do it. Although the drive would have
been just over a mile, I didn't feel comfortable getting behind the wheel of a
car. Furthermore, I was exhausted.
After dinner (the first meal I
ate...I didn't even have coffee that morning), I took another hot shower, added
some more drops to my eyes and Benadryl to my stomach and went to bed.
While I had been able to (mostly) focus during the day, I could not do so any
longer. Thankfully, I could lay down and sleep.
I probably slept 10 or so hours
last night. (Amazing!) I woke up feeling much better. I could
open my eyes with no difficulty. My right eye feels almost normal.
My left eye is getting there. I was actually able to really look at myself
in a mirror this morning (which I couldn't do yesterday) and my eyes are still
very puffy/baggy. (I look worse than those women in the commercials for
products that get rid of under eye bags.) However, I was able to sit down
and write most of this in one sitting. I was able to watch the news,
drink coffee and do my daily NY Times puzzles. I am still tired and a
little "off", but think I will be able to resume "normal"
activities for the weekend.
The question remains, WHAT
happened? I obviously had some sort of allergic reaction, but
what? It wasn't ingested, it started in my eyes and went from there. It's
taking a long time to get back to "normal." (Maybe this is because of
my age?). What happened?
I can't think of anything
unusual that I did on Thursday night. The only thing I CAN think of is
that I applied calamine lotion to my left arm. But I would have washed my
hands after doing so. (I would have right? I can't remember.)
Everything else was pretty much the usual day to day. What happened?
I will continue to work on this
puzzle, but as always, if you have any thoughts please share.
Hoping everyone has a wonderful
weekend. As temperatures heat up all over the country (for the most
part), keep that sunscreen handy and stay safe!
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